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Shannon Vaughn [uɐɯɹǝʌlᴉS ǝʇɐN] ([personal profile] privatematter) wrote in [community profile] diversified2014-03-12 02:36 am

Blessed by light and burden of shadows. [ closed ]

WHO Shannon Vaughn ([personal profile] privatematter), Eli Delacroix ([personal profile] aspectional).
WHAT Eli is an idiot; Shannon is curious. How exactly does D/s go down when you're not to the Having Sex stage in the relationship yet?
WHEN Late 1990. Seven months after Jumpscapades.
WHERE Shannon's place.

Shannon was anxious. Not in a bad way, but the anticipatory way that everyone got when something new and exciting was going up and there was no way it could go badly, but predicting the end outcome was almost impossible. It was a great feeling, but one that left Shannon feeling like a teen heading out to prom instead of a grown man getting ready to have fun with his boyfriend and potentially make some hilariously heartfelt gestures to express his trust in Eli. That was probably something he didn't do enough in general, actually.

Breakfast had been something simple. Pancakes, fresh cut fruit and sausage. Eli had come over pretty early to get ready, talking over the generalities of what they were going to do while the specifics were to wait for after they were done. Well, now they were done and sitting on the couch, and Shannon's leg was jiggling even under the hand he had placed on his knee to keep himself still. Lacey had wandered off after breakfast, stomach filled with her own food and presumably was napping on the foot of the bed in Shannon's room. Probably for the better, really.

"So," he said, ignoring the obvious tell he was giving off. If Eli took it for misapprehension, then Shannon was going to definitely lean over and smack him. "Where do we start?"
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-23 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Stop." In that one word, Eli pushed all of his commanding tone to make Shannon pay attention him. "Do you really think I would hate you or think you were worthless? No, of course I wouldn't. I made your Mistress put you through this to show everyone how strong and worthy of me that you are. What she said was meant to hurt you and everything she said about my thoughts on you weren't true. You are my beautiful and clever sub. I would never think of you as anything but perfect for me."

Even though Eli was in charge here, Michelle wasn't idle. She was quieter to keep her from drawing attention away from him, but she was still holding him and murmuring soft words of love and encouragement to him. She might have broken him, but she wanted to help fix him as not only an apology for pushing him so far, but to also show that she did love him and whatever flaws that he had.
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-23 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Michelle was the one to pull Shannon's face away from her chest, wanting him to not hide from either of them when all they wanted to do was to take care of him like he should be taken care of. Both of them kissed his cheeks and murmured into his ears words of love and affection, staying close so that even though his mind couldn't handle the care they were giving him, his body and heart could accept it instead.

"We both love you so much," Michelle said as Eli nuzzled the side of his face and then continued on her words with "let us take care of you." Neither of them wanted to move, but the audience was still here watching them and they knew they had to take him back to the private room they were using. Eli started to fix Shannon's pants, pulling them back up so that they covered him and wouldn't fall off. Then, Michelle adjusted Shannon a little bit and picked him up as she moved into standing. "Just hold on to me, sobachka. I've got you. We're taking you somewhere quiet to take care of you, okay?" While Michelle spoke, Eli went over and picked up Shannon's shirt and then went back to them, his hand reaching to pet his hair and keep him calmer for the walk back.
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
With Michelle appearing the one most able to get through to Shannon right now, she was in charge of getting him to calm down as they walked through the crowd to the private room. Eli was still silently petting his hair, not planning on pulling away from any reason. He doesn't want to stray from his sub while he's hurting.

"Focus on me, sobachka," she murmured softly, holding him close as she carried him. "Listen to my heartbeat and pay attention to my breathing. Copy my breathing. In and out nice and slow. Let yourself calm down. We're here for you, so there's nothing for you to worry about."
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
When she noticed that Shannon wasn't calming down like she was hoping, she started to hum a soft and melancholic song. It was something from their original memories because Eli started to hum along with her, their voices complimenting each other as they did. Eli deepened the petting to keep Shannon from having to choose between staying close to Michelle and leaning into his hand.

They moved through the crowd faster than before and soon they were back to the room, Eli shutting the door behind them and locking it so that they'd have privacy. Michelle took Shannon over to the couch and put him down gently onto it while Eli moved to sit down next to him and cuddle up close. "Take the rest of his clothes off. I want to clean him off before we do anything else." She moved away after she said that, going to get a few items they had prepped before arriving with Shannon. Eli did what she wanted and started taking off his clothes until the only things he was wearing was his collar and restraints.

"Relax," Eli said gently as he petted his hair. "We're just going to wash you up. There's nobody in here but you, me, and your Mistress and we're not going to let anything happen to you, okay? You've got to trust that we're going to take care of you."
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
"If you trust me, then why did you pull away before? Why do you hide your erection from me now? Did you forget that I not only approve of you getting turned on by your Mistress, but I also encourage you fucking her?" Eli kept one hand in Shannon's hair to keep petting him while the other rubbed up and down his back to comfort him. There were many things that Eli was willing to sacrifice for Shannon's happiness and they weren't much of a sacrifice to him. "I love you and nothing's going to change that. Everything your Mistress said that you took as a weakness isn't much of a dealbreaker for me. I came into this relationship knowing about your flaws and I don't care. I'm still going to love you."

Michelle had removed her clothes and gotten what she needed to clean off Shannon, but she didn't interrupt them. Eli needed this time to get through Shannon's thick skull to make him realize that he was head over heels in love with him and that nothing would stop him from being so. She smiled at the two of them and just watched for the right moment to interrupt them and start helping Eli get Shannon back into a proper sub mindset instead of this broken thing that she had created.
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
"You never need to ask for my forgiveness since you already have it," he said before he kissed Shannon lightly. Eli was being gentle with Shannon, not because he thought him fragile, but because he knew that Shannon needed time to recover from his ordeal. He promised to take care of him and he was. "Your Mistress is very good at her role, isn't she? Perhaps I should have told her to hold back for you, but you were very strong for me and I am very proud of you for holding out as long as you did."

At that, Michelle decided to interrupt, sitting back down on the couch beside Shannon and reaching out to touch his shoulder. "It's time to get you cleaned up, sobachka. I'm sure you'll feel much better afterwards. Once we are done with that, you can curl up with your Dom as long as you want. You'd like that, yes?"
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course I am. You were not only strong, but you proved to everyone that you are worthy of being my sub. Why wouldn't I proud of you when you represented me very well?" He just wanted to shower praise onto Shannon as much as he could, but he knew there was something else he needed to show him. Grabbing his restrained hands, Eli moved them down to the front of his pants, now damp from his earlier orgasm, and then let go of him once he knew he had gotten a proper feel. "I was hard when you were on stage. Watching you there with your Mistress, it was so wonderful that I came from that alone."

Michelle moved so that her naked body was pressed against Shannon's and she rested her head on his shoulder while her hand came to rest on his thigh. She noticed that he was still hard and she was going to take care of that once he had been cleaned up. Now was the time for comfort, not sex, and she wasn't going to worry about sex until the proper time. "I will still be here. I do not wish to get in the way of your Dom taking care of you, but I will stay here for you if you wish it of me. Later, we can also have sex so you do not have to deal with that erection on the way home."
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Eli was definitely glad that Shannon seemed to respond well to that information. He needed to know how not only Eli cared for Shannon, but that Shannon didn't needed to do anything to him to make it happen. Kissing him gently, he then watched how Shannon was with Michelle. It didn't bother him that he sought her out for comfort like a security blanket during this. The scene had changed the relationship between the three of them and it was never going to be like it was before and that was fine with him.

"Then I will," she answered calmly, her hand now moving to rub his thigh. Glancing over to Eli, she saw a thoughtful look on his face. Before she could ask what it was about, he moved away from Shannon a bit so that he could bend down and take Shannon's dick into his mouth, licking and sucking eagerly for a few moments. It wasn't to get him off because not long after he started, he stopped, taking his mouth off him and moving to snuggle back up close to his boyfriend. "I could taste her on you," he murmured softly to him, nuzzling the side of his face. "Do you know how much that turns me on, tasting the two of you together like that?"
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Their reasons for not just going ahead became obvious as soon as Michelle started rubbing Shannon down with a damp washcloth. They wanted him cleaned up from the mess of the scene so that they could move ahead into sex with him. Michelle worked on cleaning his back and when the cloth moved to the front, Eli took over, wiping his face and body clean of sweat, tears, and any other hints of the scene they just had.

"Would it?" Eli let the question hang in air for a moment to let Shannon think on it. "As nice as the thought of feeling your dick inside me is, I'm happy with the way things are now. I don't need to have sex with you to confirm that we love each other. I love seeing you fuck your Mistress until you're falling asleep because it gives me the chance to indulge in my voyeurism and draw you."
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-24 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes subs needed a physical representation to help things click together properly in their minds and both Eli and Michelle knew that from their experiences. It was obvious to them that Shannon was finally starting to calm down and they were both glad for it. All they wanted was for him to piece himself back together with their help and it was finally looking like it was going to happen.

"Of course I do." He dragged his finger down the side of his face and neck before following his shoulder down to his chest. "You're the man I love and to draw you is relaxing. And to draw you like this, hard and aching for release, is something I've been looking forward to, not to mention the prospect of drawing you fucking your Mistress, enjoying every moment of her body tight around your dick. It would be one of my best drawings yet."
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-25 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
At the question, Eli's finger paused for a moment before it looped on his chest and went back up the other shoulder. It was definitely a good question, but it was one with different answers. "The basic sketch is quick, but making it more detailed adds time, so I'd be able to do a quick sketch now and finish up when I have more time to work on it."

While Eli had Shannon's full attention, Michelle was playing with him, hand moving very close to his dick, but never actually touching. She wanted to tease him, drag this out until Eli wanted them to move ahead and finally have sex. It was going to be fun when they got to it, but even now, just teasing and taunting him, was incredibly fun for her. She figured it was difficult for Shannon after everything, but it was closer to normal and she definitely wanted to get him back to something resembling normal for them.
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-25 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
"If you wish to know, of course," he answered gently before his finger moved and hooked on the collar's ring and he tugged it lightly before he pulled him into a kiss. He would tell Shannon and see if he responded differently with the knowledge that he was drawing. It'd be a fun experiment to try out in the future and see if that encouraged Shannon to do more with Michelle.

Speaking of, he noticed her playing around with him and smirked. They had the same thought process on how to deal with Shannon and right now, that was to push Shannon as far as he could go without letting him come. Reaching down to follow her lead, Eli glanced at her with amusement. "We really do need to help you out with this. Do you want your Mistress now, my dear little sub?"
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[personal profile] aspectional 2014-07-25 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
From Shannon's reaction, it meant that he was definitely ready for this, but Eli wasn't just going to let him have sex. After all, he did say that he was going to be put on the rack and then both of them would have a go at him and he wouldn't want to disappoint. Finger still hooked around the collar ring, he stood up and tugged on the collar to get him to stand up as well.

"Stand up. We're not having you get off in the private room of a club. I believe I promised you that what we'd do to you is tie you to the rack, I'd suck your dick, and then I'd let your Mistress finish you off by fucking you." While he was saying this, Michelle stood as well and instead of press herself against Shannon, she moved to pick up their clothes so that they could just leave and not have to worry worry about leaving anything behind. "What do you think of that? Would you still want to do that?"

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