It was an unexpected kindness, one that he couldn't even begin to process. The kiss was good and he couldn't help but respond to it in kind while ignoring the sting of the lip she had bit open before. His throat rumbled with needy exhalations, excitement building through the tension of his body and stirring up an uneasiness that he couldn't name. He wanted this, wanted it so badly that his body was beginning to ache, but there was simply no choice but to try and continue through it.

When she left, his chin dipped down to his chest while he tried to regain some semblance of himself. His shoulders were heaving with the effort of breathing through the overpowering need to begin begging, pleading for a relief that she could give him if only he would cave, and he could feel a moisture building up in his eyes even as he considered it. It wasn't worth it, he wasn't worth it, his Dom was worth more than this easy out that would only prove his sub's failures. The noises of their onlookers only made the tears begin to spill despite his best efforts, teeth clenching through strained breaths.