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WHO Shannon Vaughn (privatematter), Eli Delacroix (aspectional).
WHAT Eli is an idiot; Shannon is curious. How exactly does D/s go down when you're not to the Having Sex stage in the relationship yet?
WHEN Late 1990. Seven months after Jumpscapades.
WHERE Shannon's place.

Shannon was anxious. Not in a bad way, but the anticipatory way that everyone got when something new and exciting was going up and there was no way it could go badly, but predicting the end outcome was almost impossible. It was a great feeling, but one that left Shannon feeling like a teen heading out to prom instead of a grown man getting ready to have fun with his boyfriend and potentially make some hilariously heartfelt gestures to express his trust in Eli. That was probably something he didn't do enough in general, actually.

Breakfast had been something simple. Pancakes, fresh cut fruit and sausage. Eli had come over pretty early to get ready, talking over the generalities of what they were going to do while the specifics were to wait for after they were done. Well, now they were done and sitting on the couch, and Shannon's leg was jiggling even under the hand he had placed on his knee to keep himself still. Lacey had wandered off after breakfast, stomach filled with her own food and presumably was napping on the foot of the bed in Shannon's room. Probably for the better, really.

"So," he said, ignoring the obvious tell he was giving off. If Eli took it for misapprehension, then Shannon was going to definitely lean over and smack him. "Where do we start?"

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[aspectional]

He was very pleased at Shannon's quick reaction and as a reward, he ran electricity through his tongue as he gave him one last lick before he straightened up and leaned in to whisper into his ear, the hand not in his hair reaching over to play with Shannon's other nipple, electricity running through his fingers to give him a pleasant buzz. Despite the situation, he was calm and ready to do whatever it took to draw this out so that Shannon could enjoy this fully.

"What is it? What are you asking me?" He couldn't help but be a bit of a tease while doing this though, wanting to prolong this as long as possible. "Do you want me to fuck you? Or should I just let you sit here."

[privatematter]

He certainly appreciated the electricity, moans of pleasure drifting out with every breath he took. He moved into it, head trying to tilt back further despite the hand in his hair already holding him there. This was nothing like before. This was better. It was amazing. It felt so good without the rush to the finish line. Of course, there was still a horse in that race and it was building up every second that his Dom continued to play with him as he liked.

"No," he said quickly, then drew his brows together. Was that the answer? "No, yes. Don't... don't leave me here."

[aspectional]

"I won't leave you, but you need to tell me what you want," he said as he moved from his ear to brushing his lips against Shannon's, daring him to reach out and kiss him, this time Eli not holding him back with his hand. He let the electricity dance over the sensitive skin of his nipple as he tweaked it slightly, enjoying the moans it was eliciting from him.

He knew Michelle was off to the side watching Eli work with Shannon. Later, he'd have to ask her why she was Domming his sub and to make sure that she never did it again without his express permission. He also wished that she hadn't done this while he was asleep so he could have seen how she made him get this far especially on his first time with her.

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There was little time to waste. When his Dom came so close, he lurched forward to close the miniscule gap between them. The kiss was powerful, deep and searching like he could pull the missing answer out from his Dom's throat if he tried hard enough, moans of frustration mixed with joy being the only thing that he could make on his own. Between that and the short sparks of electricity dancing inside him, his own answer to the entirely obvious question was floating just out of his reach. His hands gripped tightly around the fabric of his Dom's shirt, his knees shifting on the floor as if he was one step away from standing and placing himself against his Dom on his own, everything about him conveying the pleasure and need vibrating through his body.

Vaguely he was still aware of her presence somewhere nearby. He could feel her cool body heat and parts of their play still echoed across his body like phantom touches still trying to lend support. It was amazing and torturous and he wasn't sure he wanted it to end, except he needed it to end sometime soon or he feared he might explode.

[aspectional]

He responded to the kiss in kind, hand tightening on his hair to keep him in place as he took control of the kiss. It was obvious that Shannon could answer right now, but Eli didn't seem to mind at the moment because Shannon was still making noise for him and that was good enough for him. The electricity stopped as abruptly as it started when Eli's hand started to migrate down, getting close enough to taunt him that Eli could finish this right now but wasn't going to.

Then he pulled away from Shannon, breaking the kiss as his hands left Shannon's body. He was removing his clothes, stripping down to nothing so that they could do this properly. Since he wasn't doing anything to him, he figured that this would allow Shannon to return to being able to speak as well. "You never answered me. What do you want?"

[privatematter]

There was no struggle, nothing but pleased compliance when his Dom took over the kiss. An obvious whine bubbled up when the hand moved from playing to outright teasing and he tried to rock his hips up and make some sort of contact. He didn't know if he could last like this, never having been delayed so thoroughly when looking for release. It was new, exciting, frustrating. His Dom broke away and he could hear the clothes rustling and moving and knew what was happening. His head hung low and body canted forward, bound hands barely supporting enough to keep the makeshift bondage into a noose, while he tried to deal with the sudden lack of contact.

It was easier to form words, at least, despite the massive incentive to do otherwise throbbing between his legs. He sucked in greedy breaths, licked his lips, finally managed to say, "Fuck. Help... fuck me. Please, sir."

[aspectional]

Done undressing, Eli moved so that he was behind Shannon, body pressed up to his as he grabbed his hair once more and pulled his head back to rest on his shoulder. He wanted to delay this as much as possible, see how far he could push him before he completely feel apart. This was something he never expected to have a chance to do and he was definitely going to take advantage before Shannon came back to his senses.

"I will in time. You're not ready yet," he explained, his voice soothing and yet carrying the hint of command he had whenever he was speaking to Shannon as his Dom. He would wait and he was going to like it. "The woman who got you so worked up like this, you wanted her, didn't you?"

[privatematter]

He wasn't ready yet? He felt ready. He was so, so ready, but if his Dom said otherwise then clearly he didn't understand what was going on. He trusted his Dom to take care of him even if he could comprehend all that was happening right now. With his head against his Dom's shoulder, he nuzzled as best he could, leaned his back to his Dom's chest and tried to create some kind of friction and contact that could replace the pressure he so greatly needed elsewhere.

Her? Yes, of course he did. She was beautiful, she was just right and would have fit like a glove, had played and let him play. He wanted her almost as much as he wanted his Dom right now. "Yes," he breathed. "Yes. Yes. Of course."

[aspectional]

"Good boy. For telling me the truth, you get a reward." He turned his head a bit to kiss Shannon while his free hand reached up to play with his nipple again. Eli had a plan as to how they were going to do this and by the end of this, Shannon was going to be an even bigger mess than he already was.

"If I hadn't shown up to take care of you, would you have fucked her?" There was no anger in his voice, instead that same commanding calm he could pull out with ease. He was leading Shannon somewhere with these questions, but where exactly wasn't quite obvious yet.

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He met the kiss hungrily, squirming around trying to get comfortable in his position with his arms bound up by his chest and sitting on his legs as he was. Everything about him was completely exposed and there was nothing frightening about it, merely dim realization that there was so much that could be done right now. So much that he wasn't yet ready for but yearned to have.

"Mhmm," he answered affirmatively. He would have gladly done so whether his Dom had been there or not, whether he had been there to allow it or not. There was something to the questions that only made him squirm harder, something he couldn't quite define.

[aspectional]

He was pleased by the response and gave Shannon a soft hum of approval. Eli wanted Shannon to not have any problems with the situation nor with the questions he was asking, so rewarding him for it was the plan for this. After Shannon answered, Eli moved his hand away from his nipple and motioned for Michelle to come over. She'd be needed for the next question.

"You're doing so good thus far. Only a few more questions to go," he said before Michelle placed herself in front of Shannon, body pressed up against his and arms wrapping around both of them to pull all three of them closer together. "If I said you could have her right now, would you?"

[privatematter]

That was about the point that an entire life's worth of vocabulary leaked out of his ears, a large gasp being the only real answer he could manage. When she came up and straddled him, placed her weight down along him and pushed everything together from all angles he simply couldn't formulate anything. Yes, yes, yes, he would. He would and he wanted to and he bucked up powerfully in answer as if to go through with it right now.

His head twisted to try and meet where she rested her own next to his, stopped by only the hand still tangled into his hair and reached his tongue out to lick and suck at his Dom's neck instead while he moaned in thrall to the feeling of excitement, the frenzy once again ignited. He craved as much contact as possible, every piece of him sensitive and covered in fire dancing over his nerves right now. His hands turned, kneaded at her uncovered collar and tried to locate her chest despite how closely they were pressed together. He was surrounded, covered, safe, loved, yes.

[aspectional]

That was about what Eli expected would happen when he decided to have Michelle come over. It was still an answer despite the lack of words in the response and he'd accept it for the truth that it was. If Shannon wanted Michelle, then Eli was going to let him, though it was going to be by his rules. He watched them for a moment before he let go of Shannon's hair and moved both hands down to help remove Michelle's underwear for her.

"Since you've been so good, you get to show her how much you want her. Kiss her for me," he ordered gently. Michelle was definitely willing to go along with this and rolled her hips to help Eli with undressing before positioning herself better so that Shannon's hands were at her chest, one of her hands moving up to grab Shannon's hair and keep him close to her.

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While they shifted around him, it only furthered his arousal and he twitched his hips up now that there was nothing between him and her. He turned his head, sought out her breath and captured her mouth with his own. He began rocking in time with the rhythm of the kiss, hands working expertly at her chest to try and encourage her into the same motions, the same dance he was trying to orchestrate. He could feel her heartbeat underneath his hand and every so often he would simply lay his hand flat and let it thrum straight down to his bones. At the same time, he could feel his Dom against his back, the contrasting heat and heartbeat as an immobile support behind him that he couldn't imagine leaving him.

There was no thought, just the heat and passion and motion keeping them together. Nothing else in the world but riding through this and taking it all the way to the very end. He needed this, needed them, and there was no worry in his mind that anything bad could possibly happen if he followed whatever lead he was given. This was perfect.

[aspectional]

Shannon knew what he was doing and Michelle responded to his motions with her own, her body moving with his as she moaned into the kiss. That would have been wonderful to keep up, but Eli brought her attention back with a sharp word in Russian, which he then changed into ordering her into doing something. She stopped her motions and held Shannon's hips still with her hands, letting go of his hair to do so. Eli then reached down between Michelle's legs and played with her for a moment, causing her hips to jerk forward as she made a surprised noise into the kiss. He said something to her again and she ended the kiss, pulling back as Eli put his fingers against Shannon's lips.

"She's ready for you," he said in an amused tone and turned his head to kiss his neck. This was definitely turning out interesting for him and he was now ready to see just how far he could go with this. Michelle definitely seemed up for it, so he wasn't worried about that part of this. He moved his hands to Michelle's hips so that he could guide them into the right position. With a quick word to Michelle, she let go of Shannon's hips. "Now fuck her for me."

[privatematter]

Motion and action, things moving and changing around him with no time to be disappointed between anything taken away as something else new was put right in its place soon afterward. He pulled his Dom's fingers into his mouth, sucking and tasting and enjoying the feel of such a different texture, the mixture of his Dom and her on his tongue. His head had fallen back against his Dom's shoulder, trying to stretch his neck for access without letting go of his prize up until the point his Dom moved to guide her somewhere even better.

His hands tightened around her breasts, no longer capable of being gentle but maintaining a steady firmness without crossing it over into pain. He pushed his hips forward as soon as the restraining hands went away, pressed himself inside of her and let out a heavily wrecked breath at the slick and perfect tightness awaiting him. He pulled back, thrust up again and couldn't stop the loud moan pulling from his throat, his head tossing to the side while it reverberated up through his spine. He had been waiting for this, needing and craving and aching, and it was better than he could have hoped. His rhythm stuttered, shifted, moved into something more frantic and alive, pulsing with the need roaring inside.

[aspectional]

It was like a switch had been flipped. Michelle pushed herself down onto Shannon as he thrust up into her, getting herself into a rhythm that complimented Shannon's as she reached out to dig her nails into Eli's back and pull him closer to them. Eli let out a sharp gasp as her nails dug into his skin and he thrust him up against Shannon, enjoying the friction between them.

His hand reached up for Shannon's hair and turned his so he could kiss him, frantic and needy. He wanted Shannon to know that he was in charge of this, that he was here giving him this and even though Shannon was inside Michelle right now, he was still Eli's and that everything they did in this scene was because he allowed it.

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He allowed himself to be maneuvered, let his world turn him around and forward and anywhere they wanted. Powerful shudders of pleasure were rolling through him, each breath more noisy than the last as he worked together with her to make their way to the end, using his mouth to lead the kiss with as much fervor as he could pour into it to bring his Dom along. He was so close, he could feel it boiling up inside him, only a few more moments and the explosion would come. He could feel the stars pounding behind his eyes, a fine sheen of sweat beading on his skin as she eagerly came down on him, blissfully encompassing him to the point where he was going crazy from the sensation.

Despite the frantic movements, his desperation to reach the edge and tumble over, his focus was being stolen by the kiss. It was as intense as everything else, dragging him under the depths and stealing his breath. She was taking him where he wanted to go, but his Dom was claiming him and he couldn't possibly ignore that.

[aspectional]

Eli let himself be caught up in the moment, kissing Shannon and being kissed back while he could feel Shannon in front of him and Michelle's nails clawing at his back. This was good, almost perfect, but he knew that he would have to change things soon since he wanted Shannon all to himself when he finally pushed him over the edge. It was part of Eli's possessive traits as a Dom and something Shannon was going to learn very quickly.

He pulled away from the kiss, giving Shannon's lips a quick lick before he pulled away completely and barked an order at Michelle. She was lost in the rhythm, wanting nothing more than Shannon inside her and pushing her closer and closer to the end. After a moment, Eli knew she didn't hear him and reached out and grabbed her hair, causing her to gasp sharply as he ordered her once again, to which she responded with a soft whine in her voice, but she did as ordered and pulled herself up off of Shannon and moved to the side of him, rubbing herself against his hip as Eli moved from behind him to in front of him, not moving into his lap just yet.

[privatematter]

While he whined in frustration when his Dom pulled away from the kiss, he outright cried out in displeasure as she dismounted, sounding almost like he was in pain where he was being left so very near to the end that he could taste it. He was tense, trembles coursing through his body as he pressed his side up against her, tipping his head urgently against the hand in his hair. He continued to rock against the thin air as if to find something, anything that would allow him the release he needed.

He squirmed, taut and caught between the ecstasy and uneasiness where he was left teetering with no explanation. His heart pounded in his hears in time with the throbbing, leaky and slick member down further, some kind of cruel duet where once there was a symphony. He made wordless noises, all equally needy and confused until he finally found something he could say. "S-sir... Sir? Sir." His Dom was still there, he could feel it just as much as he felt her trying to relieve her own tension alongside him, and he couldn't fathom why his Dom wasn't closer. He had been good, he knew it. What was happening?

[aspectional]

For a moment, Eli just sits and watches as Shannon gets frustrated by the lack of release. To him, seeing Shannon needing release so badly and only being able to get it from Eli is arousing and more than a little bit intoxicating. It was a good idea to do this, to make him wait and push him as far as he can and straight up control his body. Michelle said something from her position against Shannon and Eli responded by moving partially onto Shannon's lap, but still not enough to actually touch him where he needed it, and he reached down to slide a couple fingers inside of her, making her moan and rock up against Shannon even more.

"I changed my mind," he said finally to Shannon, deciding that he had made him wait long enough. Everything he did was to control Shannon in a different way to get the best outcome. "When you come, it's going to be because of me, not because of you fucking somebody else."

[privatematter]

Despite her arms encircling him to keep him close for her own pleasure, he tried to lean forward and push closer to his Dom, restrained hands flexing harshly against the air for something to hold onto. Her own moans and motions were only serving to drive him further down the rabbit hole of craven need and he made a sound of his own with less pleasure and more of an obviously begging tone. He felt almost like he couldn't breathe, ragged pants doing nothing so much as rocking his body even more and furthering the distraction. There was no way he could concentrate on anything but his swelling desire, the painful build as he simply couldn't abate it on his own.

He needed his Dom. His Dom promised he would fuck him. Surely it was time now? Surely, surely the finish would be coming any moment now. He was waiting, he would wait, but there was nothing to do about losing his mind while his Dom took the time he rightly deserved. He couldn't hold on in the face of everything going on around him.

[aspectional]

She might have been distracted by what Eli was doing to her, but Michelle held onto Shannon tight and kept him from moving. While smaller than Shannon, she was an incredibly strong woman and could keep him in place until Eli ordered her to do otherwise. Eli let go Shannon's hair and reached down to touch himself, not to jerk himself off, but to coat two of his fingers in the fluid collecting on the head. When they're covered enough, Eli pressed the tips of his fingers against Shannon's lips lightly.

"It's not time yet," he said, knowing that Shannon's frustration was mounting over his denial and that if not taken care of soon would only cause trouble. But that wasn't going to happen yet and he'd take care of Shannon before it got to that point. "My dear, lovely sub. You've forgotten that I need to be taken care of as well."

[privatematter]

As soon as the fingers touched his lips, his tongue darted out to swipe at the fluid and then he pulled the fingers into his mouth to suck on them. Being held still, arms immobile and legs weakened by the strain of kneeling in such a strenuous position for all this, his only option was to hold on to what he was given with all his might. His Dom's fingers were good, it was his Dom, and he tried to pull them further into his mouth to suck and lick and feel where he was being denied most everywhere else.

Hearing his Dom's words, he wanted to do something, anything, yet until he was allowed to move this was the best he could do. Doing as his Dom desired was one of his top priorities and he had no idea how he was supposed to take care of him while being so limited. His helplessness bled into his fervor, his eagerness to make something happen for either of them.

[aspectional]

Seeing how eager Shannon was sucking on his fingers, he knew that what he had planned was going to be something enjoyable to him. Pulling his fingers from Shannon's mouth, he also stopped what he was doing to Michelle, pulling his hand away from her as he stood up and positioned himself so that he was pressing up against his lips.

"Since you were doing so well with my fingers, why don't we go one step further?" While he was talking to Shannon, the hand he was using on Michelle was placed in front of her face and she leaned in to suck and lick it clean for him, watching what he was doing with Shannon while she did so.